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26
Jul

First Interview

fiuhh.. thesis.. thesis..

semangat banget nih ngerjainnya..
awalnya sih agak ngga pede karena judulnya S1 banget "analisa dan pengembangan sistem.." bla bla bla.. tapi stelah ngerti, ternyata susah juga ni judul, rumit juga, dan it’s a real case. jadi ya, it’s getting more and more interesting. klo gw inget ni judul bakal jadi BPR, gw ga seharusnya nyela-nyela bang henree and ludo T.T maaf yee…

dosen pembimbing gw juga semangat banget, walopun skarang baru di vietnam. kmaren abis dikenalin ama mbak yani, pegawai tata usahanya JTE.. dia yg bakal gw ublek2 infonya selama ngerjain ni thesis.

na.. ni tadi barusan interview ama dia. nice bgt hasilnya, semua pertanyaan dijawab dgn memuazkan (",) at least she knows what she want, dan very talkative (kaya pipi alm.) ..helpful!
gw rekam conversationnya.. moga2 jelas ni rekamannya, amien.

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13
Jun

wise words come from pure heart.
and sometimes we don’t have to say it out loud.
THEY’VE HEARD.

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08
Jun

A post from ‘The Journal’

- January 22, 2005
- daily(…object: Fantasy Realm)

I brought this in a very good time. I have my new life now, where nothing would be the same again, ever. I happened to be burning all of the letters and memories of my past, all notes and photos, those writings about how ‘unfair’ this world was.. and it was all started when I was so very young.
1995, I begin my 2nd diary. It’s like Allah let me see my writings for the last time. And it was the lines I wrote about our friendship with Safir, Nina, and Nanik. Then I read Nina’s letters, not as few as I thought. She wrote me once every three months or so. It was all about seeing each other again, it was all about the passion to share, how we will cherish those moments we’d had if only we’re not get separated between ’90 until now. God, I miss it.
Then I looked at some images in Sphinx, how the characters of action games look so strong, and I recall how I got into the game, I was playing with my heart. I was the character. I was freed from this reality. I was powerful. And I miss those moments.
Everything changes, sooner or later. But some things don’t. That is who I am. Whoever that is.

01
Jun

> is there someone missing me <

> is there someone missing me <

give it a try for a day
push forward but don’t push it hard
you’ll get tired very soon
push it together,
that way it would be a steadier and stronger journey.
for both of you.

it was a major relief to finally met someone who cared
about you entirely. yet it would be a total pain in the ass
if you lose that person..
and you realize that it was too late.

when it comes to love, you’ll find that you’re not being a person you used to be.
you’re tidier than you used to,
you’re more focused on what you do,
you’re priorities get reshuffled,
you’re tight-up schedule gets even tighter,
you show affections to someone special,
you do things you wouldn’t do before,
you picked a theme-song!

(^_^) v

i’ve found a home,
someone who wanted to be better for the two of us,
warm hugs just to make sure that everything will be fine,
home with caring thoughts,
warm laughs and a loving sm:)e.

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Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
Maybe someday you’ll look up,
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
"Isn’t something missing?"

You won’t cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant…?
Am I so insignificant…?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?

Even though I’m the sacrifice,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?"

And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
Knowing you don’t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I’ll wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something…

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"missing" by amy lee of evanescence.
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20
Apr

~fear the certain: kanyatan ingkang pait~

fear of uncertainty
guilt that you built around me
an eye for a eye
of a plague, i’m dying

above all the worry,
of no love and glory
spit my tongue backward
makes my words *eghhehhghg

if i’m that worthless
if that fuck blade was meant for me
if we’re so different…
i don’t care if i won’t survive this day

you’re sick of me
a sight of arctic
smiles of hate-storm
how enjoyable…

all i need is nothing
take my shoes, anyone!

if i have to die to find you
genuine honesty foresees us
between me is you
around me is us

break into two cycles of breath
i breathe and screamed
you breathe and summon a barrier
then everyone is lost, gone..
just me, piyambakan.

22
Mar

Wi-Fi..? bela-belain..

gw baru di kampus neeh. ama temen gw (ierda), nyari internet gratis+kuenceng… bela-belain ngidupin lampu gedung kampus, nongkrong depan lab–soalnya labnya dikunci–, mindah2in kursi..

 

03
Mar

my seduction style.. krayzy!!

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don’t really try to seduce people… it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

03
Mar

how superstitious are you?

i believe in mind power, how it attracts our surroundings to fulfill our needs. at a certain points, even my predictions about my life are rarely incorrect. but sometimes i just assume that it was a coincidence, though i never believe there was any in this life.
and then.. 3(three) days ago i foresee my death.. ~.~!
imagine that you have the ability to sense what’s coming next, and then you see a vision that you’re death is coming near, so.. can you tell us now: how superstitious are you?

02
Mar

First POST

My first post,

a place to be,
to settle and stay free.

first try, first cry..
another chance to live nearby.

a mind could run,
a quote shouts in one.

relight my posts,
i present you my mindquotes.

~enjoy~