judul di atas gw pake buat status di YM kemaren, hari selasa (April 18, 2006). ngga ngira status itu bisa jadi daya tarik temen2 YM bwat message atau bahkan sms gw.
“baru in love ama siapa kit?”
“gimana kabar ‘dia’-nya nih?”
“hows love?”
ampe sekedar “ciee.. ”
hehehe.. ^_^ what a bunch of considerate friends..
biasanya klo baru seneng tu trus mulai2 nulis poetry, lagu-lagu yang sbenernya ngga pas dipas2in bwat soundtrack, ampe ngaruh ke bentuk muka sehari2.. mau straight, happy, kelipet-lipet, apa empty-look.
temen-temen deket juga tiba-tiba banyak kasih petuah-petuah, support, tapi ga jarang juga sih yang menghujat.. (tmasuk adek tercinta, titsu)
sbenernya gw waktu itu berusaha menciptakan suasana hati yang positif, karena akhir-akhir ini kejadian di sekitar gw aura cinta-nya kebanyakan negatif.
hehehe..
it’s good to be in love.
kmaren ada juga yg nanya.. klo afraid to be in love gimana?
gw bilang, it’s a negative statement.. udah kebanyakan klo input negatif ^_^
klo bisa jgn sampe gw kasih input negatif bwat gw ndiri.. who am i gonna trust?
anyways..
tx 4 the support, guys!!
let me close my eyes..
as i tried to feel you,
as i went back home,
as you set me on doubt..
let me do the silence..
as my heart pounds of us,
as i tilt my head back,
as i slept over a dream..
let me sweat and shiver..
as i embrace this cold,
as i hope for love,
as i miss my lady..
let me breathe for a while..
as the song played,
as i finish the poetry,
as i bleed..
August 13, 2005
things happened today
they had a vision
about what to come
tomorrow or maybe then
brought u the most unpredicted
must’ve been something
something beneath it all
what have you done?
read the signs
its telling u something
something u dont call a secret
its called understanding
so far,
with wounds all over us
some people couldnt withstand such love
could you?
..cause i didnt survive the last time.
December 8, 2005
thanks to:
bapak + mamah
mb afi
ossa
keluarga besar mas nanang
tupi(m.i.a)+nono(sabar ya.. ni whiskasnya dah tak bliin, minggu depan ke vet deh..)
!!ierdha+com+dew!!
the bandwagon:
dorino
herisetia
andyk
sunarti
enygurit
::best support i’ll ever have!::
pak lukito+pak bambang
dewan penguji
mbak yani (’tute’)
massonnysammgong
mbaknandutndutndut
sijoSh
the power of MTI V:
mazeddy - dapet A juga ^_^ slamet ya mas
masariyono
umaro - sumangat!
mazwinny+mbaktami
intano - kantaya summarizer
mazbeetho
kuya (yuli……)
mbakYaya
turoy
p mahruz
aderatna
madano
yudicepetsembuhya
mazandi
mazatenk
::rasidowisudabarengyocah::
nanik - thank you for the birthday bag! dunno what can i do without it
safir
nina
::friends::
mazaryo+mbakNazya
pakJohn
temen2produksi-masAji, mbIlla, mazEkoCicak, mazEkoKadal
::tementemenpcisemua::
kristinawuri|sukadehditelp
ariyudawati|piyesukjuni
liapusmeong|kapanmaembebek.kesolo
sphinx, deepcut (aka.sphinxaspire), portégéM100
fxrku,ferioputi,lancerglxi175kmph
::temenANF+Adhyaksa::
powetri|and|tita
::cepatlulusyakalian::
.:dapetA:.
beberapa hari yg lalu, disuruh mamah nyervis Jazz VTEC beliau ke Jogja. biasanya sih bawa ferio VTEC ‘96..
trus nyobain di ringroad, pake 7-speed shift-pad.. ga nyadar yakk klo udah 140kmph. tau2 di puteran depan ada kijang item dari depan baru muter.. anjrot, ngga siap ni pake shift-pad plus bingung ni Jazz ada ABS nya ga yah, ntar udah dibejek ngunci lagi..
ya udah dicoba aja dipencet (-) sambil injek rem ampe abis.. eh tnyata ngunci, ampe bunyi (dikit) ciiittt.. lewatin tuh kijang (dia udah selesai muter) trus gw lepas remnya, bablas lagi.. the amazing point is, it didn’t shake a bit! klo pake ferio-nya banyak ngebuangnya tuh ngerem ama dibelok2in..
hehe.. asik juga tuh Jazz.. walopun g enak dipake jalan sehari2, bwat ngebut+nyak2an huenak poll..
tengkyu mamah, kapan2 pinjem lagi yah. mm.. servis 3000km? ^_^
a proof of what it is
a feeling that burns up
everytime u smile and say
what would you like to drink?
what to fear, is the question
but why would my heart misled me?
would it be a lie
if i said nothing?
fog
i can’t see
no way to turn back
it’s over.
it should be a testimonial for my friend, andy pw..
enjoy..
——–
bringing out the best
sumtimes consumes u lot
but to many maybes
could cost u urself
now, shapes of nothing fills me up
whispering a loud silence
i wish you’re here my friend
to see me cut this wound
to see that it hurts
so you wont be there
and die
learn, my friend..
and you’ll live forever.
safe
me.
-wrote it on the fly-
-dec 28, 2005-
-help-
i wasn’t sure if any of you should recognize my two lovely midgets..
well, they’ve grown really healthy now. both being wonderful male cats in my hood. though they’re brothers, i’ve seen that as they reached one year of age, they choose different path.
Nono–the brown one with a racoon-like, ringed tail– is the adventurer. he’s the first to find an exit route over the walls behind my house, over to my neighbor’s roofs. maybe he’s just getting bored, or maybe he wonder what is it like to ‘hunt’ she-cats..heheh..
his very first criminal act was to stole a half-eaten fish on my dining table..wew..what a mistake that is. he’s a little brat..
Tupi–his photos are in my friendster and this blog, beautiful cat– is a nice, homies kinda cat. he’s unlikely to wander outside my house (i always try to make my cats household pets, so they don’t tend to get disease from other cats), and he’s the sweetest type of cat. he enjoyed warm-bath and some baby-brush stroking (unlike his brother, tupi’s fur is about 7cm long). he wont come inside the house cause he knew that he’s not suppose to do that, some manners…
but he’s gay. he humped his brother.. oh God.. WTF?! a gay cat?!
